Friday, October 15, 2010

Cats.

The tv flashes with channels trying to seduce someone to buy them; "Step moms gone crazy" followed by "Wet young pussies".
I imagine cats after a bath. Hissing. Their eyes big and hateful. Oh, My mind isn't right.
My room smells peppery lately, I don't know what is up with that.
Falling out of love is even more exciting than falling in love.
Your stomach gets tight as you anticipate his words again, you shiver as your emotions return to a fragile and vulnerable state, your mind is sharp again, you're intelligent again.

You only feel that way because he does,
It burns, but you want to believe it.
Minor headache, disheartened feeling, regret, jaw is tight, stomach hurts.

I lie. I cuddle up in your arms. My eyes burn. How could I love you this much?
My cheeks hurt.